Monday, August 8, 2016

I'm lost

Sometimes in life we become lost; whether it's in love or life in general. And you can find your way and become lost again. When you're lost your emotions are mixed up; you don't know how to feel about ANYTHING. Things that used to excite or interest you just don't do the trick anymore. You don't know why you're crying for no reason and you can't stop. YOU.ARE.LOST. And sometimes you want to scream for help but you don't know how, so you stay lost.

I've been lost for years. A year ago though, I thought I wasn't. I thought I knew everything I wanted and was setting out to finally accomplish my goals. Then the cold hard hand of life pushed me off track; I became lost again. And the scariest part of being lost is the empty, "nothingness" you feel.

I. Am. Lost.